Friday, February 27, 2009

My Parents Fear for Me (Extra Credit)

During interview I asked my mom what was her fear for me once I moved out of the house. Her response was brief yet packed with mixed emotions. The words that she used to describe who I am were really touching in the beginning. The ultimate fear that most mothers goes through would be the fact that if their child was going to die before them. However, she feared the most for my safety once I go to college. Even though I have 10 siblings in total, my mom still feels as if I need to stay home when I attend college. Her fears were all over the place during the interview. She did not cry but I sort of sense that she will have to eventually deal with the fact that I would have to move out the house soon. I think in general my mom is afraid of change and changing what she has been used to. My dad however, was clam and relax. He simply said that he fears that I will no longer need him once I grow up and become more independent as a young adult.
My mom and dad didn’t really say much because their emotions are limited when trying to expressing themselves. They see other people that change into a totally different person in a bad way and they think that that would be me in a couple of years.
After the whole interview with my mom and dad, they made me realized how much they cared for me. I know they both fear about me once I go to college. I think that pretty much all parents go through a transition when their children leave their sides. Since, been living with them pretty much my whole life. It’s going to be really hard for me as well.

Minh: Mom, what is the ultimate fear that you have for me?
Mom: I want you to stay home when you go to college
Minh: Is that your #1 fear for me?
Mom: Yes, I see kids becoming bad and different. I don’t want that to happen to you.
Minh: OKAY…So why you think that I’ll change?
Mom: Kids do stupid things Minh!

Minh: Dad, what’s your fear for me?
Dad: When you grow up. You might not need me anymore
Minh: Aww…
Dad: Your older brothers and sisters are own their own and sometime I miss them needing me.
Minh: So that’s what you fear for me?
Dad: Yes

Friday, February 20, 2009

The Blinding Of The Sun (Extra Credit)

Throughout the novel imagery and symbolism plays a major role in capturing the true essence
of a human being under pressure. The sun on the beach is a reoccurring symbol within the The Stranger. It drives him to act upon things that are unusual and life threatening, as a result killing an innocent Arab. The novel also reveals a sense of urgency, and can be represented through the repeated hot weather. A comparison between the sun and the waves of the ocean exposes the main character's vulnerability and personality.

Meursault's lifestyle is chaotic because is subjected to not knowing how to control his actions. We can see this throughout recklessness in killing the Arab shows that he is not human and the nature around him makes him different. However, he feels a new sense of pride and dignity when he is with his mistress. When he is not with her, he resorts to nonchalance life in which he does not care about anything. While he does not care about anything, he does not consider the many consequences that may hurt him in the future. In fact, he completely disregards them, as shown on the beach. As he is on the beach standing over the Arab, the sun is beating down on his face. The hot light from the sun acts as the drive that pushes him to killing the Arab because it reflects from him, and the rays from the sun represent the rays of his actions that sprout out from him.

The sun, the source of life, is constantly irritating Meursault as he is about to kill the Arab. His agitation with the sun shows his hatred towards life, or at least his irritation with it. He does not necessarily despise life but he doesn't care whether or not he is alive. This is why the hot sun beating down on his face represents the truth and the fact that he is alive and he should be living; however, he doesn't appreciate the sun. Instead, he does not like it and runs away in the shade of unhappiness as he murdered the Arab. He doesn't care about life, which is shown through his lack of consideration at his own mother's funeral. When she died, the sun was beating down real hot. That represents how no matter what, he cannot escape the sun. The sun, representing truth and reality, is hitting him hard, yet he does not see that he can use it as a light to see rather than something to hide from.

It's easy for Meursault to settle for less than the best because he believes that he can settle for anything. Instead of striving and struggling to achieve ambitious goals, he just goes with the flow. The sun reminds us of this because no matter how much light is on him, he is still unable to see. Instead of seeing with the sun, he allows it to blind him from seeing right decisions and making wise choices in life.

His death is the result of his carelessness and unwillingness to be optimistic about life and use the sun, which represents hope and the future, to its fullest potential. When he runs away from the sun, he is eventually going to die because he needs the sun to live, physically and mentally. It is a source of enlightenment that he constantly ignores throughout the entire novel. He is not a religious person, which is why he gets so defensive when the priest comes and talks to him at the end. The priest is the sun that tried to shine light on him before he passed away; it was his last test, which he failed, and which is why he had to die in the end. He refused to accept this light of help. His ignorance and the way he does not know how to treat women, his mistress for example, makes him suffer the consequences of a future death. Because he does not care so much, he is hidden in the darkness while the sun is beating down on everyone around him. He cannot face the facts because he does not know that he is even wrong for taking life for granted. He is taking the source of energy and wisdom for granted and not even seeing that it is there to help guide him. All his actions and decisions are based off of the reflections of others, which is why the sun is beating down on him hard at the beach; it is trying to reveal the truth, but he cannot seem to see it. He is too blind by the same sun that cannot seem to guide him.

In summation, The Stranger is a novel that depicts the life of a man who is too blind to see reality. He is brightened by the sun, but cannot even see that he is being enlightened. Albert Camus does this on purpose to show that no matter what, there is always a light. The sun, which represents this light, is in focus. However, it is up to the person and individual to make the right choices with this sunlight. Meursault, who ignores this brightness, ends in a failure of life and a death. Camus' repetition of the symbol is not only creative, but also impacting since it really contradicts Meursault's life. The author shows the world that no matter what situation one is in, they must accept the light and use it to guide themselves rather than stare right into it and get blinded.

Friday, February 13, 2009

Friday the 13th.

Hello there, wow its been a long time since I blogged huh? Well Its around 11 pm. I just got home like 2 hours ago. Still tried and I smell like IN-N-OUT BURGERS LOL! I thought that I would have some bad luck today but, so far my day has been good. I start doing video blogging now. I know, writing is much better. But, sometime it hurts my hands and fingers. However, I have the chance to open my own pod cast channel on youtube within this month. Hope you guys stay tune! I have a audio file that is attach to it. DL it and listen to me talk lol. Who knows maybe one day I can become a famous radio host! Anyways, for those that have experience some bad luck today, call me and tell me all about it! I really want to know. =)

Failure to Rise

A interesting topic to be talking about. A well known journalist like PAUL KRUGMAN from the New York Time wrote this article about Mr. Obama's stimulus bill. He compared the pros and con of the bill by exposing the true that it might have a "failure to rise" however, he has high hopes for the president by trying to help families that are in need except caving in a giving the Republicans a huge tax cut. There were numbers being thrown in this article. Krugman discuses about the Bush administration and how what they did to favor their party. Paul stated that "Bush administration’s $2 trillion in tax cuts or the $1 trillion and counting spent in Iraq — has bordered on the deranged." No matter what the outcome will be the stimulus check will be given out with in these few months. It was clear when the House and Senate voted upon the purposed amount.

My Views

I have high hope for this Stimulus to be a successful one because we all know that in order for the wheel to spin faster again, we need to start spending. However, I think that most Americans will start to save their check and use it when times get rough. What Paul K. said could maybe be true. Maybe this stimulus check will have the failure to rise. Well, we don't know yet no do we?

Open Heart Surgery

The Summary of the Article: Open Heart Surgery

People around the world are dying each day from different complication with their hearts. This article discusses about the risky surgery known as open heart transplant. This treatment can only be order when a patient is suffering from a serious case of heart failure. It’s pretty simple if you really look at it. Doctors basically take out the old and damaged heart and replace it with a donated heart. “Today, more than 85 percent of heart recipients will live at least an additional year and more than 70 percent will live five more years. However, patients continue to face a lengthy waiting list to receive a donor heart.” A heart donation is really rare and sometime people can die from waiting for a donor. Over time scientists have done many researches on this topic. They have created mechanical hearts to save lives. Since there is a shortage of people willing to donated their heart these machine hearts are the second best things. When a person go through heart transplant there is a high risk of other complications as well. After their surgery the have to follow up with hard doses of medicine after being discharge from the hospital.
My Views
I think that the health fields are becoming very high tech! I idea of having a heart planted into your body is really amazing! I think that people should have the best chance to survive. I like the idea of having a machine that pumps your heart instead of a real one. This article made me realized that I should take care of my body especially my heart.

50 Killed as Plane Hits House near Buffalo

A mysterious “black box” that was from a “Continental Airlines plane that crashed late Thursday night near Buffalo, killing 50 people”. The box contained explosive chemical that triggered the explosion.

I think that the officials should have checked things that didn’t seem right. And the fact that 50 people died from the crash was shocking! I can’t imagine that.

Bailout Plan: $2.5 Trillion and a Strong U.S. Hand

The article is talking about our Nation’s trouble and the administrations like Timothy F. Geithner, the Treasury secretary is proposing to spend 2.5 Trillion to save the a once wealthy nation. They have a vision of bailing out private investors. These topics are very controversial because some people like tax payers don’t agree with it.

I think that if we are going to spend such large amount of money to bail out companies and private investors THAT SCREWED UP in the first place. We should set guidelines for them to follow.